hey readers,,, salam,,,! seriously it being a long long long tyme ta update blog.. from july,2 until now, augst,13... ekceli no idea at all to share u what becz manyak sgt experience ... manyak sgt tragedis, manyak sgt memori... ntah la,,, now mood bloging ta der pom,, cuma ingin meluah rasa,,, now feel damn homesick,,,!!! miss dini n mama so so much...! da penat menahan tngisan kerinduan seorg perantau,,,!!!! arghhh,, keling ke thambi ke ta kesah la,,, no words cn explain how miss i am towards them,,,, malm ni,,, mlm hjung minggu,,, tarawih pum ta ramai,,, sbb ramai "BALIK" .. arghh,, they make me feel terible somber. arh,, errrrrhhhh....!!!!!!!!!
u noe what,,, am here pretty much busy,,, yar,, maybe its like "gila kuasa" when in the same time many position u hv to hold for.... here.. i am as a leader Blok... the most tought task..! the whole penghuni i hv to concern for,, i hv to know abt... then.. i ws voted for the scretery of exco global.. under PEKA(persatuan kejuruteraan awam) , this quite gla.. when never bt kts keja,, kne bt.. arghhhh...!!! ya ya,,, i do love it,,, cn b the great lesson... besides of that.. MARC bg akuh SU untk pgrm arong,,, mudah skit sbb da ad basic from PEKA.... ni smua,,, side jobs,,, which the main part of ma life here is stadyyyy,,, absolutely sure lah,, melambak asgmnt n kj kj yg plu d stlekan,, now,, alhamdulillah la,,, assgmnt ada la jalan yg lurus...nmpak la pnyelesaian nye dikit dikit.. ehikss..
looks like am da best person that cn hndle thing well ryte...?
but..
" i failed,,, "
i said ma family is evrythng...
but sometimes like i miss to remmber them,,, do i...?
yar,, its too bad ryte,,,?
i am sorry mama... i am sorry dini,,,
it should not happenn..!!
i feel so sad with maself.. i hate of being yana...!!!
when i feel lonely,, feel not good or even feel dying...
u and u always be by my side,,,
u and u always comfort me...
u and u do make me smile,,
but,, when u need me,, when u feel sick, when u feel stress,,
i failed to do the same thing.. sorry.. obviously,, i failed...
i am truely sorry,, i am sincerely asking for apologize,,
and seriously,,, akuh merindui kamoo .. :'(
p/s: hey badies sekalian,,, sori beb.. nx tyme i will share my story of being here... ukey..? maybe..
will c u again in some other tyme... bubbye.! winkss@@
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