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Monday, August 23, 2010

sayang aku untuk seorang driver..

salam reader,, hai hai,, uhuks,, nice post maybe this tyme,, haha,,

falling in love wif bus driver,,,?


oh,, no no..
dun get me wrong please dear.. i dun meant dat babeyh,, haha~

alkisah bermula.. @@ hee~
ekceli kn, yesterday lala adew klas survey dkat D10, ptg la.. about 2pm until 4pm.. nk jd nasib lala n da geng,, da last last minit klas uh,, booley plak ujan lebat plus guruh nya plus kilat nya,, plus petir nya,, aduyaii,, apekah nasib daa~ kitorg pom redah je la nk balik,, lala da abis kelas,, tapi another two mmber havent fnish eir class yet.. so pitty.

on my way nk balik blok tu,, tba tba lala nmpak bus aw,, dalam aty da tau, misti bus ni ta brenti to fetch me up. yela,, lala da la adew kat seberang,, bus tu seberang sana,, dah la tyme tu ujan gle gaban lebat,, misti liat gle la drebar bus tu nk stop.. ahh,, akuh redha di situ,,

but,, i was wrong in judging him.. he was too too nice.. even lala ta tahan,, dye stop depan lala,, diseberang sana.. siapa yg nak naek slaen lala,,? my member adew klas lg,, ouh,, so nice u uncle.. sorry for judging u in da wrong way.. yela,,, apa ta nye,, if b4 this,, pkcik pkcik bus laen,, kalo org tahan kat tepi tepi jalan liat meliat je nk brenti,, means kene nek dkat bustop je,, if not, dye ta kn amek, ahh,! please consder abt us uncle,, we tried our bes to go to da bus stop,, but we cant make it before u arrived,, so, need we miss u just because that..????

awesome uncle....~~!!

its ekceli coincident,, i seat infront.. fist chair,, and its just behind u,, u were so kind uncle,, u were so friendly,, u were great...!!! u fetch up all my fren at D10.. even u have to wait for them.. even u have to go to them,, it such a good deed..! u smile for evry single student,, u consder evrythng,, u watch evry angle, student yang ta nk naek pom, uncle masih perlahan kan bus n ask for them nk naek o ta,, wah.. i loike2.. so caring..

but why uncle,,? ...?!

why i never see u before..? are u a new driver..? i hope no..
i hope u already berkhidmat lama dgn utm,, lala isau kalo uncle driver baru,, nnt lame2 uncle akn behave mcm driver2 yg sedia ad ni,, tapi kalo uncle da lama bkhidamt untk UTM, n bhave like this,, lala gv thumb up lah,, u keep this behaviour until now,, means u sncere to that..!

tapi apa apa pom,, lala pom shayung uncle uncle laen,, sbb diorg ni jugak prjalanan lala dari stu tmpat ke stu tmpat yg laen mudah dn smooth... mgkin kne tgk positive jugak,, sapew suh lala lmbat ke bus stop,, kalo ta,, ta kn adew nya nk kne tahan kat tepi2 jalan tu,, u deserve for that..!
wukey,,? so da massege here is,, namo lambt2 kalo nk amek bus uke,,? kalo kita nk dia,, kita tggu dia,, bkn dia tggu kita...~ untk uncle bus,, i love u all lah,, smoga kamo smua sukses di dunia dn di akhirat sana,, smoga kamoo smua di permudahkn urusan kerja nya,, ameen3 :)

until here da story about my lovely uncle driver,, see u with another post, will be more sharing after this,, see yar,,!! papai,, winkss@@

Friday, August 13, 2010

merindui kamooooo @@

hey readers,,, salam,,,! seriously it being a long long long tyme ta update blog.. from july,2 until now, augst,13... ekceli no idea at all to share u what becz manyak sgt experience ... manyak sgt tragedis, manyak sgt memori... ntah la,,, now mood bloging ta der pom,, cuma ingin meluah rasa,,, now feel damn homesick,,,!!! miss dini n mama so so much...! da penat menahan tngisan kerinduan seorg perantau,,,!!!! arghhh,, keling ke thambi ke ta kesah la,,, no words cn explain how miss i am towards them,,,, malm ni,,, mlm hjung minggu,,, tarawih pum ta ramai,,, sbb ramai "BALIK" .. arghh,, they make me feel terible somber. arh,, errrrrhhhh....!!!!!!!!!

u noe what,,, am here pretty much busy,,, yar,, maybe its like "gila kuasa" when in the same time many position u hv to hold for.... here.. i am as a leader Blok... the most tought task..! the whole penghuni i hv to concern for,, i hv to know abt... then.. i ws voted for the scretery of exco global.. under PEKA(persatuan kejuruteraan awam) , this quite gla.. when never bt kts keja,, kne bt.. arghhhh...!!! ya ya,,, i do love it,,, cn b the great lesson... besides of that.. MARC bg akuh SU untk pgrm arong,,, mudah skit sbb da ad basic from PEKA.... ni smua,,, side jobs,,, which the main part of ma life here is stadyyyy,,, absolutely sure lah,, melambak asgmnt n kj kj yg plu d stlekan,, now,, alhamdulillah la,,, assgmnt ada la jalan yg lurus...nmpak la pnyelesaian nye dikit dikit.. ehikss..

looks like am da best person that cn hndle thing well ryte...?
but..
" i failed,,, "
i said ma family is evrythng...
but sometimes like i miss to remmber them,,, do i...?
yar,, its too bad ryte,,,?
i am sorry mama... i am sorry dini,,,
it should not happenn..!!
i feel so sad with maself.. i hate of being yana...!!!

when i feel lonely,, feel not good or even feel dying...
u and u always be by my side,,,
u and u always comfort me...
u and u do make me smile,,
but,, when u need me,, when u feel sick, when u feel stress,,
i failed to do the same thing.. sorry.. obviously,, i failed...

i am truely sorry,, i am sincerely asking for apologize,,
and seriously,,, akuh merindui kamoo .. :'(

p/s: hey badies sekalian,,, sori beb.. nx tyme i will share my story of being here... ukey..? maybe..
will c u again in some other tyme... bubbye.! winkss@@

Friday, July 2, 2010

lOve latter @@

salam readers@@

hey really miss diyana..? oh,, i noe that,, so sorry aw,, but ekceli i miss u n ma blog more than u do larh.. hiks:P
guyss,,! tomorow i will going to johor,, futher my stady,, (ukan gy alimoon o oliday owke?) hak3. so this will be my last post for da temporary,, eerrrr.. err i guess:) i hv no lappy yet lar,, so it could be da reason why later i cnt frequently bloging..!@@ toink toing!

seriously,, fenat gaban this few days,, boley katakan evry sngle day pg bandar,, adusss,! lembik longlai.. dgn pans nya kat tenganu ni,, undscribe-dable..(..?) oooOpss..! but i still noe dat neraka is more more n more unbelivable,, ya Allah ampunilah aku atas keluhan ini,, semoga tenganu akan sejuk nyaman soon@@ weee~ but now,, feel so so so relief dawh,, evrything cn consider done,, all da preparation almost stle,,

1 jula!... my last day:)
hary ni sepatotnya plan nyew pgy jmpa sdare mare n kengkawan jew,, tapi da plan is totally brubah aw,, ni sebab ptptn pyew pasal,, ouchh,,! cheque wpp smpai uma thari td, so by hook o by crook,, dyana kne la pg cashkan cheque tuu,, damn damn,,! imagne lar,, kalo semua bru dapat cheque tu hary ni,, dah tentu tentu ramai pegy serbu bank uh,,! adusss...! penim,, ,malas nk pikir dawh,, yg penting evrythng is stle olready,, hope so,, guys,, wish evrything gonna be smooth owke..? syayunk kowg..! smoga allah berkati kamo kembali,,~ ameen3..

surat chenta akuh untuk d!a..
love latter for u...

hey u,, dis is my last day,, u gonna miss me lar,, hiks:P
@@ u, cuty ni sonok sgt sgt aww.. we did it well,, we find our true relationship,, we make it meaningful.. u so awesome,,! we awesome..! i love u,, no one cn replace u.. u,, dis oliday,, we make a lots of changes,, do u realised..? bila kita gadoh,, kejup je,, one of us will admit who faults it is, not like before,, for sure lamew lar,, "ITS YOUR FAULT LA..!" haha,, "NO, NO, ITS YOURs.."..."OH,, OKE OWKE,, ITS MY FAULT.." haha,, suke la u,, nk gadoh..? hehe,, tanak tanak,, jk je:) u,, thanks for be closed to me,, for understand me,, for helping me, for gve me da bst,, thanks for all,, evry moment is clear in my mind,, i will miss to jog with u,, i will miss to talk to you, i will miss u deeply,, u complete my life,, u my HONEY.. u juga la my POISON..(...?) oppss,, never..! u will never be that,, u will always be my HONEY.. u,, i feel great sorry for what was happen,, seriusly,, i do love to keep jog with u,, yea,, mmg kita perna plan nk jog same2 if i dapat study stu cmpus wif u,,but this is ketentuan Nya,, and honestly,, i really happy dat i cn cont my study at UTM,, i hope u will happy as i do. u,, i really wanna b da great engneer, and dat U is the best,,(ameen3),, n u,, stdi well, be da super great doc for all hambaNya, be da great doc to me n mama, i said: an apple a day keep da doctor away... u said: dun lar, how i cn treat u if u get away from doc..? no honey,, u will always be my doctor,, u treat my sadness, u treat my painfull, u treat my anger, u treat evrything abt me,, because u r da amazing doctor for me:) keep it.. just follow da flow,, never give up owke..?.. u,, nnt graduate samew2 owke,,? lets make her proud with both of us,,

u....
if i cn be a millionare, i will gve u evrything,,'
if i cn be an angle,, i will always make u happy..'
u...
i hv nothing to gv to u,,'
i am not an angle to make u always happy,, but am trying ma best to make u smile bc once u r not happy,, ur tears make me feel so so so hurt,,!! plis honey,, dun frequently make ur tears flow,, hiks:P ouch,,

u,,thanks for this holiday,, i will always remember our moment,,,! i will always remember our memory,, memorable and unforgetable..! love u damn,,! will miss u badly@@

dini,, u are da best for diana,, serius,, i hv to thanks to Allah,, a lots,,! i am da lucky one for having u in my life,,! u complete me .. no,, no..we complete each other,,!

u,, thanks for da last gift,,,
".....nota hati seorang lelaki..."
" hati s
eorang lelaki, kekadang perlu SEKERAS WAJA... ada masa nya
mesti SELEMBUT SUTERA.. jika jiwa mu tulus kerana ILAHI.. pasti lurus peranan mu sebagai LELAKI.."
u,, akan ku coba habiskan tiap helaian yg tercoret dlm buku ini,, thanks for this bekalan,,

sorry,, its already late,, got to go,, will miss this conner much much soon,, take care and may have a great life:) wait for me owke,,? see yar,,! winks2^_^

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

bukan ku mahu@@

salam readers,,~
i dun noe,, now ekceli tader mood nk bloging but, dyana terpena seketika,, raser adew kilat msuk kat dada then menerangi kotak minda kuh ini,,, huiiih!

nice person,, kind person,, ..!!!
is it wrong with dat,,? oh yell no wey! nothing wrong wif dat ekceli,,,

but i dun noe.....................
am i a good person,,? do i kind enough..? i dun want to say dat i am good enough,,

but....
i am da person dat feel guilty and easy feel sorry when others ask for a favour.. so,, no matter how, i will try ma best to help em,, yes,, sometimes its like am forcing maself,, but seriously i do make it sincerely,,, yess, sometimes, no, no, its not sometimes, but its many times olready, i feel dat dyana mengorbankan diri dyana untuk kepentingan org lain,,, "kita berkorban untuk diri org lain, sampai diri sendiri terkorban" still clear in my mind about that words,, teacher dyana perna ckp camgini tyme dyana form fve duluuu@@.. btol la.. for what kita korbankan diri kita for others kepentingan,, its not masuk akal,, but as human being,, i really consider about others feeling,, its so hard to say "no".

u,, seriously this is da way i am, da person da easy gve em a help. why..? is it wrong,,?

yes yes,, i noe what u meant,, dun over limit,, dun forcing maself,, but this is me,,,!
oke,, now,, i do feel exausted be a nice person (bkn baik sgt pomm...@@). i do feel tired being a person that hard to say "no"...i do feel annoying maself,,,! its freaking me when i am hurting maself...! yeaa,, so freaking...!@@

even my gurl perna ckap,, "jaga hati kita betol betol, never hurt our heart, dun make it cry for a smple thing,,!" huh,,! yea yea.. dat ryte babeyhh,,, so,, for what i feel guilty o feel sory when i hv to say "no" kn ..kn?

and one more thing... da words by ma uncle,,, so so so make me realised something.. "makan budi, tergadai diri la jawabnya.." hmmm, so now, from this point, i hv to be more independent, never depent on others, it makes u feel more trouble later diyana..!@@ hohoho~ lol,, u cn do evrything as long as deep in ur heart say "akuh boley, akuh boley.." its ols about our mind set..! our mind control evrything,,! so diyana,,? how,,? cn u make da changes..? misti la kan,, diyana kan boley,, hiks:P.. u cn do evrything by ur own,,! dun trouble others. oke?

@@toink toing...

owke,, i will try k,, i will try make da changes,, but i dun noe yet how da result will be..
so guys,, i am really really sorry if before this, i hv done a bad deed, am feel great sory if before this i gv u trouble,, but seriously,, if our reality life hv da turning bc,, i really want it. i dun want to gv u any problems,,

will bring maself away...~ just face it no matter what,, will more consider about maself's feeling,, will learnt how to say "no",, ekekeke:)

tenkiu,, creadit to her,, huh!! terpena akuh seketika,, weiykss:P

oke oke,, will ryte more,, bubbye. see yar..! winks2^_^

Friday, June 25, 2010

last friday wif sista ..@@

asssalamualaikum sweet readers~

now am feeling free to update ma blog,

its friday again larr..! today is our third and our last friday..! @@
uhukss. manyak cdey juga,, ari ni ma sista an
d i jog jauh sket. kat bndar, pantai batu buruk, since its our last hv a jog togther, ap slh ny spent lbey sket masa for today kn,, its just like usual, jog 10 minutes for 3 rounds, i guess. not pretty sure, hahaha:) fenat..? owh, ta sgt lar, just having fun. hiks:P then we going to pantai batu buruk, spent our last moment at our beloved hometown..!! waw. awesome.! feel so so cool dapat pgi pantai pg pg, nyaman yooh.. angin yg ta de sopan santun uh buat akuh feel segar sgt, now i realised something. going to da beach early in da morning is da best remedy for refreshing our mind..!! yea yea.. @@toing toing..! get some info for maself n u too maybe.

"hey dyana..! wake up..! u already have one week to prepare.." hoho, i noe that lol missmiassy! hiks, talking to maself, quite crazy. now ma sista is "busssying" packing her thing for her coming semester, oh yell wey, she keep calling me n keep remind me to join her. haha~ @@ wait sista, i will come to you later, just give me a few "hours" sweety. now am bloging.! dun disturb.! ngeh3@@

sweety sista, i will miss da moment we spe
nt together..! i love u.. i love our family, love our memory.. having u and da family is da best thing happend in ma life@@.

dis oliday always in my memory..

...diana@@.....................................pantai batu buruk................................dini@@

................................................we complete each other....................................

.......k*A*M*I saling menyayangi....jarak membuat kami saling merindui..........

....................................we love beach..water lover..nature lover...........................

we are amazing sista.......we are da best couple......we are da great partner

..............................................bubbye friday,,,!!!@@..............................

hmmm, i dun noe how to describe ma feeling ryte now, so heppy, even, many problem i hv to face now, but i cn still calm n cool like nothing happen, u n u always comfort me, mama i love u so much. dini, love u too~ we still hv a week ..! lets spent tyme togther sampaii lebam! @@toing toing!

ok ok.. follow da next post k,, see yar..! winks2^_^

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

on her twenty

assalamualiakum,, hai readers.. so sorry, dis week n da following, am terible busy. ouch yell no wey, almost get flu,, damn tired, exhausted!
for this moment, i feel sory to say dat , i cant frequently update ma blog. i hv to stle many things before i jump into my new world. become a siswi of university teknology malaysia..@@ honestly happy with dat. hiks:P

anyway, just spent a few hours to update ma blog today, just for her.. my beloved sista,, special dedicate to her:)
yesterday on june,22, my sistaS birthday,, "heppy bufthday hon.." u are officially come to twenty years zone:) still young lol lady@@ cool, dun panic, its just the begining of ur journey,,sape ckp ma sista tua huh,, ? brani brani ya..??!
come n see me then lol,, :P grrrr~

yesterday, we are celebrating her birthday, ols are gathering together, its so lucky for this years, mama, yana n dini, smua ada,, it just coincident,,but seriously, u r lucky darl~
epy b!rthd@y.. hep!er. hEpy b!Rthday? ceLebr@t!on. s!sta.. d!nis bUfday...




@@~hEr pre$enttta~~@@

..........mama kasi...............................peaCe..!!...........................gift from yana......
.
.........telEkung sOlat.....................................................................hanD baG.....

erhh..! cant update well,,! rushing for something important now,, will write if i feel free~ bubbye@@ see yar.! winks2^_^

Saturday, June 19, 2010

lalalala~~~

feeling : somber

mood : terible @@

action : crying, then sleep

hope : my life gonna be better :)

bubbye@@